Elegy for Amy

22w4d February 20, 2013

Filed under: Uncategorized — elegyforamy @ 1:36 am

I’m still here. I’m still pregnant.

This plays in my mind on an endless loop right now. Tonight is the night that everything bad started, last time. In three days time, I would be in the hospital, and in 8 days, our daughter would be dead.

So here we are again. And I’m still pregnant. Counting down the hours and days until I am more pregnant than I’ve ever been is all I can do from here. Thinking about the dream ultrasound from Friday, knowing that it should mean we’ll make it there just fine.

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2 Responses to “22w4d”

  1. Emily Says:

    The week of pregnancy that Aidan died was one of my all time lows with Kaia. It’s hard. Keep your chin up and I hope all goes well on Friday.

  2. Megan Says:

    I’m thinking of you a lot right now. Wishing you an uneventful 8 days with all my might.


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